Tuesday, January 17, 2006

Complex, twisted funny people

Time really flies (again I'm into this topic). haha I've already been out of uni for almost a year now. My final examination was in March last year, and it's already coming to the end of January now.

Sometimes, I really do not understand what goes inside some people's mind. There's just so many complex, twisted, funny people out there and nobody can ever understand anybody completely. I suppose that is what makes us all individually unique...nobody is the same.

The twisted, complex and completely 'out' person I met in workplace, is completely undescriable in words. But sometimes when I sit and think, I understand why he is reacting in such a way. He calls himself a "RESPONSIBLE" man who won't leave me "high and dry", and that really pulled the string, i cannot take him anymore. Common...he's talking as though I'm a 3 year old kid being tempted to a big lolipop in exchange of being a slave to him. Moreover, if he was really responsible, the first time I went to seek help from him he won't have jst brush me off and very easily jst push all the responsible away and say "go figure it out". Wasn't even helpful at all. i suppose UNRESPONSIBLE will be the best word to describe him. And to deal with these sort of person, i have to be even more UNRESPONSIBLE to push back all the work to him and refuse to help at all...too bad. Am I mean? But honestly, I feel no guilt at all. I have indeed tried my best.

Another species which I never fail to understand also....guys! Sometimes, and most of the time, all we girls want is someone to share with us and hear us out. I really don't understand also... I just tell you my problems and sharing with you what I think. But he seems to expect that I am waiting for an advise from him. Ok, of cos, an extra piece of advise is good in any sense that when u are facing a problem... But when the advise comes and I find it improper and inappropriate to use, and I say I disagree giving all my reasons, he gets pissed off at me. Says what's the use of me complaining to him, and when he gives me an advise, i refuse to follow what he says. In the first place, he didn't even bother to understand properly how I feel about the whole thing, didn't bother putting himself in my position, and is always be-littl'ing my intuitions and my feelings. He doesn't wanna listen to everything I have to say, and he jst reaches a conclusion to shut me off.. telling me to do this this this this.... Before I can explain and say why i cannot do that that that that....he comes and say, 'see, u never ever listen, then why bother asking me what u should do'

There's also alot of other people around me, whom I cannot understand why things are done in a certain way. Well...perhaps in the same way too, alot people around me also wonder why am I weird and doing things in a different manner also.

Goodness! sigh.... people.....

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