4th Bunny'less Day

17th May 2006 - 2245

Here's another stress'ful bunny'less day...

Since bunny left, nothing have been going right. The whole day I had been groaning and sighing around in office, just waiting for someone to kill me. It felt like, Bomb shells one after another...I just don't know when it will ever end.

Spent most of my time in the morning stuck in this meeting, wasted my whole morning sitting in there digesting the information. After the meeting, it is bomb shells one after another.

Seems that I stuck myself into another 'deep-shit' again... Nobody I can blame except myself. Initially I thought of putting the blame on the Admin's. Cos I submit info to the admin's, they are supposed to check. They didn't check, they don't rectify me, they allow my mistake to flow into the system and go around the whole world...so it's their mistake also. Sigh...but admin's are my friends.... and I just hope I can rectify this problem before it gets really big and out of hand. Need to figure out a way to rectify it tomorrow and answer it to the auditors / reviewer. Last thing I need, is for the whole wide world to know I screwed up again.

That's NOT the dumbest thing which happened today. Worst, this WITCH lady... My God...She thinks I can read her mind, and I'm her personal PA. She submitted a few versions of proposal to customer in the past few months, and she's asking me if I got keep track of the proposals she submitted out, the date and the $$ proposed. I felt like asking her back "You think I can read your mind issit". Logic wise, when ever she submits a proposal out to customer, I'm not in the loop, and some of the proposals she edits it herself and submits it herself without informing me... so logically...how am I to know huh? This world is filled with the most annoying people who don't use their brains to think. I told her that internally, I know what I submitted up to get the approval. The date, the price and everything... but i won't know for sure what she submitted to customer. I only have 4 versions of proposal, approved proposals... but she has 6 or 7 versions submitted to customer. The approved price I have does not match her price either. How on earth I know where she got that? Stupid.

Because of all these idiotic stuff happening around today, I didn't even get a chance to talk to Bunny. stupid. stupid. stupid.

Feeling really worn out for all this stupid ding dong stuff.... Already start to feel not-well lately. Not sleeping well, headache and jst feel awfully exhausted. However, last night, I slept really well. Slept all the way up till morning.

Tomorrow need to get up early, to get my butt to office and un-screw my screwed-up work. My mid morning today, I un-screwed my problem regarding the cables. I thought it was all done, case close. Only late noon, the auditors audit and review again, find problem with my racks. For goodness sake I wonder, this is just a small project involving Racks and Cablings... That also the Product safety people are giving me a headache saying that my product codes don't match etc etc. If they ever land their hands on the bigger projects which I do, then I'm really doomed for sure... They gonna put 1 specific person just to audit and monitor my job already from now on.

Going to go prepare for bed now, take a few minutes nap and wait for my Bunny to come online.

I really do wish for some peace and quiet around tomorrow.... I can't take this pace... Driving me nuts. Need to call my buddies out tomorrow night to de-stress....cannot tahan..i'm going madddddddd. Just hope everybody using the white tag in the building which I work in, will just leave me alone.