23rd June 2006 (2125)
Feeling rather bored. Internet have decided to fail on me, and my so-called boyfriend have decided to oversleep and totally forgot that I ever exist. It’s only about 5.30pm when I last spoke to him, and he proposed to go for movies and sounded happy with it. Since 7pm I’ve been calling his hp, no answer and I simply assumed he was stuck in the toilet or something. Finally 8pm I called his house, he said he was asleep. If you are going to be sleeping, then why on earth will you ask me to go out earlier?
If I’ve known earlier I could have arranged my own time and do my own things. Now I end up sitting at home in the evening doing nothing, everyone else has plans out with their bf’s and nobody’s free. Stupid Evil Monster.
Lately, nothing ever seems to go on well. My assignment still feels like shit, and office work is never ending. However in office I’m really glad to have my colleagues around me. They cheer up the atmosphere in workplace, making it less mundane. But when we shift over to the new office, won’t know who my new partner’s will be. Hope they are as fun and interesting as the people I sit near with now.
I know I should be working on my assignment, but I simply cannot fight off the urge to go have a drink. But nobody is around and nobody is replying my sms. And drinking means I cannot work on my assignment at all.
Think I’ve been staring too much on the PC. Lately I’ve been blowing up my Ms Word documents to 150% to read. Usually 100% or 75% is good enough for me. Soon it’ll be time to blow it up to 200% like the uncle’s and aunties in office.
Fireworks going on outside now… Reminds me of a New Year eve celebration I spent with my buddies in Hartamas. It had been an ‘ok’ celebration, we spent the evening just sitting around and talking and drinking.
Saturday, June 24, 2006
Saturday, June 10, 2006
1st Diving Lesson
Today I had my 1st Dive lesson and did my Module 1... (Earlier the Discovery Scuba is not counted.) Think in total there's 5 module.
I'm already half dead. It all started early in the morning, I just cannot bring myself to get up. Cos I know when i do, I have to go for the Dive class and there's potential that I might drown or choke myself to death or do something stupid and end up dead.
It didn't help also, when I already brushed my teeth, my eyes landed on this Lilian Too's fortune and horoscope book which goes by the month and last for the whole year. Just cannot resist it, since June is already here, I had to open up the book and read what was predicted for May, and what is to come in June.
Let me start off with May first. On the Love side, It says I should distant myself away from my lover, else we will fight alot. Come to think of it, whole of May Andrew was far far away... and bcos of that, we didn't fight. So ok..maybe it's just coincidence. It also says, work wise I will encounter problems which if serious, may end up problems with the law and end up in a law suit. Then I think think think.. problems, quite alot also. In May, one of my proposals was tested to have a defect, I didn't run the Product Safety properly. And that period of time when I was sooo scared I that I did mistake and got myself into big big trouble. Lucky one of the manager backed me up and problem solved.
Coming back to June... Love side, it says I got a tendency to be infidelity (with no real intentions of leaving my current relationship, but just wanted to have fun) and if not careful may end up in a big big fight and really lose the person I love. . Ah..that phrase really kik sei me. I never thought of becoming un faithful or unloyal to my Labbit. i love Labbit. True enough, it happened today itself arleady. I was swimming in the pool, left my hp in my bag. Labbit somehow got hold of my hp and i don't know if he did any funny things with it or not, but he has read the sms CH sent to me. Step out of the dive place only, he already started nye nye nye nye. Somemore there's a miss call from WK, dunno if that Labbit got do anything funny or not.
About my 1st dive lesson... it started off with the theory part, he ran through some slides, more on Q&A telling about pressure, bouyency control etc etc. Then headed to the pool. What we did in pool today, is similar to what we did during the scuba discovery session.
First, that handsome guy thought me how to put on all the equipments, how to set it up. Then went into the pool, the instructor thought me how to breath, clear mask, control my bouyency, throw my mouthpiece away and how to retrieve it, if i'm out of air how to signal my partner and use my partner's air..tat's about it I suppose.
It felt torturing, my nose started mucusing, my nose felt very watery and I longed to go up and breath normal air through my nose, my lungs felt so artificial, my throat felt so dry somehow, the mouthpiece felt so huge in my mouth.
And now, time to work on my assignment again... This is going to be mad. Have to read that scuba BOOK, so thick with many many colourful photo's inside, and have to do my assignment. Reading my assignment's books is bad enough, now got another book to read.
I'm already half dead. It all started early in the morning, I just cannot bring myself to get up. Cos I know when i do, I have to go for the Dive class and there's potential that I might drown or choke myself to death or do something stupid and end up dead.
It didn't help also, when I already brushed my teeth, my eyes landed on this Lilian Too's fortune and horoscope book which goes by the month and last for the whole year. Just cannot resist it, since June is already here, I had to open up the book and read what was predicted for May, and what is to come in June.
Let me start off with May first. On the Love side, It says I should distant myself away from my lover, else we will fight alot. Come to think of it, whole of May Andrew was far far away... and bcos of that, we didn't fight. So ok..maybe it's just coincidence. It also says, work wise I will encounter problems which if serious, may end up problems with the law and end up in a law suit. Then I think think think.. problems, quite alot also. In May, one of my proposals was tested to have a defect, I didn't run the Product Safety properly. And that period of time when I was sooo scared I that I did mistake and got myself into big big trouble. Lucky one of the manager backed me up and problem solved.
Coming back to June... Love side, it says I got a tendency to be infidelity (with no real intentions of leaving my current relationship, but just wanted to have fun) and if not careful may end up in a big big fight and really lose the person I love. . Ah..that phrase really kik sei me. I never thought of becoming un faithful or unloyal to my Labbit. i love Labbit. True enough, it happened today itself arleady. I was swimming in the pool, left my hp in my bag. Labbit somehow got hold of my hp and i don't know if he did any funny things with it or not, but he has read the sms CH sent to me. Step out of the dive place only, he already started nye nye nye nye. Somemore there's a miss call from WK, dunno if that Labbit got do anything funny or not.
About my 1st dive lesson... it started off with the theory part, he ran through some slides, more on Q&A telling about pressure, bouyency control etc etc. Then headed to the pool. What we did in pool today, is similar to what we did during the scuba discovery session.
First, that handsome guy thought me how to put on all the equipments, how to set it up. Then went into the pool, the instructor thought me how to breath, clear mask, control my bouyency, throw my mouthpiece away and how to retrieve it, if i'm out of air how to signal my partner and use my partner's air..tat's about it I suppose.
It felt torturing, my nose started mucusing, my nose felt very watery and I longed to go up and breath normal air through my nose, my lungs felt so artificial, my throat felt so dry somehow, the mouthpiece felt so huge in my mouth.
And now, time to work on my assignment again... This is going to be mad. Have to read that scuba BOOK, so thick with many many colourful photo's inside, and have to do my assignment. Reading my assignment's books is bad enough, now got another book to read.
Sunday, June 04, 2006
19th and 20th chicken backside'less day
19th and 20th chicken backside'less day (Last 2 days without Chicken Backside)
Nothing much to say about the last 2 days, other then that Chicken Backside pissing me off by bluffing me. Said he'll be back on Friday, led me to believe that and told the whole world. Then Thursday evening only told me that he mis-calculated, supposed to be Saturday. Real Chicken Backside.
Office was horrible (what's new?.. has it ever been not-horrible?). I feel that I barely get to breath. When I have projects, I'm up to my neck. Having to support my own projects and assist my other 2 colleagues with their projects also. Sometimes I wonder, what the heck. We are all same level, not to say they are MY assistant. There's so many things I had to struggle last time and find out for myself. But it is so much easier with my colleagues, they just call out "HELPPPP WINNIEEEEE", and they get their solutions.
That is when I have my own projects. When I have lesser work to do, that is the time my 2 lovely colleagues have more problems with their work and come to ask me for help. So hard to blog it... I mean, i don't mind helping... But I do wish and hope and pray that whatever I am telling you now, you keep in mind and remember it. Don't keep asking me the same thing again and again and again... when will anyone ever learn wor? It get's me out to the edge sometimes.. Here I'm rushing and concentrating on my work, and every 15 minutes one of them will go "HELLLPPPPPPP". Ahhhh.. sigh..
So I have taken up the opportunity from free'ing up myself from un-necessary work, with the excuse that I am already up to my neck having to do my own sector, and having to support my lovely colleagues.
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Chicken Backside got back yesterday already also... We went to Sri Petaling for Tim Sum with 2 of my Form 6 friends. He looks like a panda-bear eye chicken backside. When I went to pick him up, the first thing he said was not about how much he missed me or anything. His first words were "wat happened to my car". The rest of the 2 hours tim sum, went on like normal. Perhaps he was just tired...
What I meant by normal is that.. you know... someone u haven seen for a long time, and when u see that person again sure excited one mar. Even more, that person is yr gf/bf. But that chicken backside just reacted very biasa. Like how if we see each other everyday and he is already bored of seeing me, so everything is just 'normal'
Depressed over my assignment now, I'm still reading and doing research. Haven't even start writting on my assignment yet. Do hope that I'm on the right track with it...
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