Complex, twisted funny people

Time really flies (again I'm into this topic). haha I've already been out of uni for almost a year now. My final examination was in March last year, and it's already coming to the end of January now.

Sometimes, I really do not understand what goes inside some people's mind. There's just so many complex, twisted, funny people out there and nobody can ever understand anybody completely. I suppose that is what makes us all individually unique...nobody is the same.

The twisted, complex and completely 'out' person I met in workplace, is completely undescriable in words. But sometimes when I sit and think, I understand why he is reacting in such a way. He calls himself a "RESPONSIBLE" man who won't leave me "high and dry", and that really pulled the string, i cannot take him anymore. Common...he's talking as though I'm a 3 year old kid being tempted to a big lolipop in exchange of being a slave to him. Moreover, if he was really responsible, the first time I went to seek help from him he won't have jst brush me off and very easily jst push all the responsible away and say "go figure it out". Wasn't even helpful at all. i suppose UNRESPONSIBLE will be the best word to describe him. And to deal with these sort of person, i have to be even more UNRESPONSIBLE to push back all the work to him and refuse to help at all...too bad. Am I mean? But honestly, I feel no guilt at all. I have indeed tried my best.

Another species which I never fail to understand also....guys! Sometimes, and most of the time, all we girls want is someone to share with us and hear us out. I really don't understand also... I just tell you my problems and sharing with you what I think. But he seems to expect that I am waiting for an advise from him. Ok, of cos, an extra piece of advise is good in any sense that when u are facing a problem... But when the advise comes and I find it improper and inappropriate to use, and I say I disagree giving all my reasons, he gets pissed off at me. Says what's the use of me complaining to him, and when he gives me an advise, i refuse to follow what he says. In the first place, he didn't even bother to understand properly how I feel about the whole thing, didn't bother putting himself in my position, and is always be-littl'ing my intuitions and my feelings. He doesn't wanna listen to everything I have to say, and he jst reaches a conclusion to shut me off.. telling me to do this this this this.... Before I can explain and say why i cannot do that that that that....he comes and say, 'see, u never ever listen, then why bother asking me what u should do'

There's also alot of other people around me, whom I cannot understand why things are done in a certain way. Well...perhaps in the same way too, alot people around me also wonder why am I weird and doing things in a different manner also.

Goodness! sigh.... people.....

Happy New Year 2006

I've had a great start to the New Year. It started off with New Year eve celebration. Compared to last year, this year's celebration had been much much better.

Eeyore has been ill since 2 days before New Year, suffering from diarhoe, stomach ache and fever. He ill and suffer, I also feel like suffering as every time I called to ask him how he is, he will answer like this "dying already'lor, I'm going to die already"

Anyway, my New Year eve had been a blast. Spending it with the one and only person I wanna spend with, nothing fancy, nothing extra-ordinary. Jst a simple Mee Suah dinner at 8pm when I'm absolutely starving, a great movie which I have been longing to watch, and a small bottle of Ice Wine to go with it when the clock striked 12. Of cos, I did kind of feel disappointed that the original plan of dining in Bangkok Jazz didn't work out, as I really wanted to jst relax and listen to jazz music while waiting for the countdown. But all in all, I'm still satisfied with my last day of 2005, it had been fabulous. I myself did get my dose of Jazz music, Stacey Kent, from my car audio before arriving at my destination to start off the evening of the last day in 2005 with the special person.

The day before new year, met up with a few of my f6 buddies for steamboat at Sri Petaling. It is cool, jst sitting around with a few good friends and chit-chatting the night away. Wish we could have more of these sessions. Have forgotten to snap photo's that night...

Today is the 1st day of back to work in year 2006. Pretty slow moving, have been typing and chatting with friends none stop since this morning. A great start.

New year resolution... to get myself out of this job and either get myself a better job or find myself something useful to do.

Cheers! Happy New Year!!