Where art thou? Guardian Angels.

"..Once lost, and now found"... forgot the rest of the lyrics to that song.....

Once lost my favourite stone, and now found 1 day later.
Once lost my favourite blinking watch, and found it back 1 year later.
Once gave away and seperated my 3 crystal angels, and it came back reunited 2 years later.
Lost friends, and found back 3 years later.

I'm very prone to losing stuff's, and somehow my guardian angel will help me to find it back.

Someone once looked at me, and said that I was spiritually strong & I have guardian angels looking after me. I was amazed at the part "spiritually strong", as I do not particularly pray every day, or go to church & listen attentively to Pastor every Sunday. But I believe in guardian angels since young. Always believed that they will look & take care of me.

Since young, I always imagined my guardian angel to be my husband. Someone whom I can count on & would always protect me. Wanna know what has happened?

I have a "Guardian" as a husband now...but not an angel. Guardian who says I cannot drink, cannot go out. Locked me in my room and only knows how to yell at me and force me to follow him home immediately, though I jst sat down less then 5 minutes with my friends. My Guardian doesn't care what others will see me as, or what others would think of him.

But I'm still....sane. Sane although having kept locked up in my room on a Saturday night after a shitty week, and another shitty week to come. I have all my angels keeping me happy at home.

1. My blue stone which I found back this morning, will protect me and make my work bearable and hopefully I can make a name for myself in my career. Hopefully I can find my path soon.
2. My 3 crystal angels reunited & looking at me on my work desk in my room, who gives me peace.
3. My 2 bigger fairies watching over me.
4. My Nemo and Dolphin on my bed to let me rest and sleep well at night
5. Tigger, my companion when I'm really down and cheers me up again.
6. My new Doggie arm rest who lets me punch & squeeze when I'm so worked out.

I love you all! Probably time to get myself a Fairy or Angel tatoo soon.

Maybe I'm not so sane now after all...

You got a friend

"When u are down and trouble, and u need a helping hand. And nothing and nothing is going right. Close yr eyes and think of me, and soon I will be there. To brighten up, even yr darkest nights.

You just call out my name. And u know wherever I am. I’ll come running. To see you again…

Winter, spring, summer or falls. All you gotta do is call. And I’ll b there.. u got a friend…"

A song which brings back great old memories. One of my long time favourite song. I thought it was a song shared, of ever lasting friendship.... turns out i was wrong. Nevertherless I still can't get this song out of my mind. It will still be one of my fav song and it still brings back memories.

Time seems to have flown by. I'm already into almost 1.5 years of married life. So much has happened.

Whatever has happened, has happened. Good to be kept near the heart, bad to be thrown away.

Good night