Christmas is in the air - Working Blues

Christmas is in the air… I smell Christmas, I see Christmas, but I don’t feel Christmas. Currently it’s just work, work, work and work.

Again it’ll be the same thing… I feel like I’m the one being paid least among the 3 of us, but yet I am the one with most projects and most work to do and follow up. But I suppose, everything happens for a reason and God has it all planned out for us. I really do hope that all these happens for a reason, and I trust in Him that whatever is happening to me now, is just temporary and that there will be a pot of Gold at the end of the rainbow.

I really don’t know what I’m doing, my current job really sucks and it’s the kind of job you don’t have to have a Degree to do.. I feel like such a small fry and being belittled. But anyhow, at least in a way or another, all these kind of dumb things pay off in the end. At least I get paid monthly, and by doing more projects and working with more people I am announcing my presence to everyone and getting myself known.

Well, those about round up my feelings at the moment. Work stress mingled with Christmas mood. I went to Mid Valley to get rid of these negative charges I got from work and try to capture the Christmas mood and charge back some positive vibes. It did work for a while…the decorations, the time spent with Eeyore and my sis capturing photo’s.. But however, Eeyore was as usual late in fetching us and it didn’t leave us much time to walk around to window shop around. Nevertherless I did enjoy myself… all the way up to 10pm when it was time to go back. That sort of snapped me back into reality and reminded me that I have to go to work the next day…geezzzzz… Darn!

Anyway, enough about work… Eeyore got a new job in Phileo… A job with much better pay and he’ll get to travel around South East Asia. It’s really great for him that he got a better offer and can travel out of Malaysia. However…. I just hope that he won’t be spending more time out of Malaysia compared to the time he’s in Malaysia….. I wonder when will it be my turn to have a job which does ‘useful’ things. I just really cannot stand my current job….I feel totally helpless and dumb doing this kind of job, and it’s classified something like Admin, Clerical job only.. Something which you don’t even need brains to do.