Sunday, April 19, 2009

Wedding Bells

It has been ages since I last posted anything on this blog, until to the extend that I have actually forgotten my own username & password to access this blog.


Well, I somehow got married this year in January, and somehow can't help but to wonder. . . why?


Month of April held a lot of milestones in our life of being together. Events which happened in April :

It’s exactly 1 year ago when we broke the news to my parents that we wanted to get married. . .

About 1 year few weeks ago when he proposed to get married.

About 5 years since we met.

We got our own place to stay after marriage, and after 4 months of being married I have to say . . .

1. I’m exhausted of having to do house chores. Especially when you have married a clown who doesn’t lift a finger to help at all.

2. I’m feeling lifeless – After putting all my energy into work & the hse, and fact that I don’t have a car anymore now, I’ve stopped hanging out with my friends.

3. I’m wondering if I made the right choice. Partly is also because of the 1st ‘exhaustion’ part + loads of other ‘things’ which he does at home which annoys me.

I do not see any joy in marriage, and this worries me. Is it norm

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