Tipsy Turvy

Tipsy Turvy... Don't know who actually reads my blog, But just wanna say thank you for all the wonderful friends I have around me.

Alot of things which I do not understand seems to be spinning around me. Amazing how after I have done some nasty things to an old buddy, he still forgives me and still is such a good buddy now to me. From what we have gone through, he has indeed taught me alot and I have learnt alot.

But no matter what he teaches me, it will never teach me how to understand a man. Something which I never seemed to learn also... which is to "never give 100% into a relationship". Stupid enough that I can give that sort of advise to other people, but I myself go do dum things.

Again and again, the same thing happens, the same cycle, the same process.. Sigh.. Awfully tired now. I don't want to fight anymore, I don't want to give up, and I don't want to repeat the cycle anymore either. .Somehow after donating blood yesterday, I've started feeling dizzy. In addition to my insomnia of not being able to sleep last nite, I feel like a dead log right now.

I really appreciate my friends around me..there are always there for me no matter what.. My amazing dear buddy (if u are reading this, u'll know who u are). Thank u peitze and alex for keeping me company and somehow i feel more cheered up after hanging out wit you guys just now for mamak. Really wish all of us could live in our own virtual land, create our own lives and all..like playing SIMS.