18th Clown'less day

18th Clown'less day...

I was on half day leave today, and working my heads off to complete my stuff.. I worked late last night (and got pissed off by the Witch's email... but later recovered as Clown called me up to chat a while), and woke up early this morning to continue my reports.

I only left office about 1pm+, had a quick lunch behind my pc at home, then went over to teach at 2pm - 3pm. Dunno what else I did after that, semi-supporting office work on the phone and online, then we headed to Sban in the evening about 5pm. Then it's the usual, have dinner there and headed back here about 8pm.

Have you ever wonder how amazing it is that God created so many gad-zillions of people, and everyone have their own thinking, own mind, own personality, own ambition. If ask me right now what I want... I say I just cannot wait for my bonus to come in, and with that $$ go off to some quiet nice beach and just lay there the whole day doing nothing.

I start to wonder why I ever took up this masters class... making myself so lifeless now. Pathetic. Instead of watching tv or chatting or just sleeping, now I end up having to read articles after articles. As my professor said.. you have to MARRY the papers. Ah...

Not only that... there's 3 of us in the family, and each one of us is so different from the other. Everyone says I am the quieter, shy'er, more down to earth one. Wherelse my sis is the outgoing, daring to speak out, the one who does thing on impulse without thinking one. And as for Vinc, he's the one who always think big, refuse to listen and end up hitting a wall at the end.

About what he chose to do now, since that he has graduated.. I mean.. I'm aware that there's nothing wrong to think big about opening your own business and all at this young age. I do know friends who went that path, some suceeded, some failed. There's always consequece and risk factor to take into consideration. I do not agree with him doing so, but yet I do not totally disagree also.

Guess, I'll leave it into the hands of God to determine the faith of all. Just hope my parents will stop worrying and would put it in the hands of God and have faith in him.