Christmas Carols

Christmas Carol’s

Funny, weird world. I just feel that nothing has been going right at all this last few weeks of year 2006.

Work sucks as usual, it’s getting harder to bear as days go by. From being extremely free and sitting around surfing net, this few weeks have been havoc and headache. I cannot even squeeze any time to sit and research / suft net for information regarding my assignment this module.

Work already sucks, and to top it up, I’m down with an awful cough full of phlegm and a nose full of mucus all stuck inside my nose blocking my breathing passage. Falling sick does not deter me, and won’t never dampen my spirit to still continue to go out and have fun. But there’s this old uncle by the name of Hyppo Poi (a self-proclaimed doctor) who decided I am sick, and I need more rest, and I should be quarantined at home until I recover. I waited and waited for a whole damn week, and those mucus & phlegm is so ever stubborn that it simply refuse to clear itself. I’m already on medication (not on a strict medication basis..) and yet the situation is not improving at all!

Actually I think, I’m only sick because I do not get to go out. Once I am out, I am allright. It’s Christmas for Goodness sake! All the complexes are nicely decorated with Christmas spirit and all, and he is making me sit at home while he get’s to go out and do his things.

Tonight, I went with Hyppo to his church’s Christmas dinner. It was really an experience for me. Whole night I just felt like disappearing and acting invinsible. I liked the Christmas songs, caroling, the performances and food.

It brings back a lot of memories to my school days when we used to go for caroling in groups. All the practices in school during the school holidays, followed by yam cha session or chit chat session. Carolling to the kids in orphanages, old folks, hospitals, and also to people in shopping complexes. I really liked Christmas songs and school days was really cool in Leo club.

The sweetest part of this whole drama this evening is, after he sent me home, He called me up on my hp to tell me I look beautiful tonight, he thanked me for accompanying him for the dinner, and he said he loved me. It reminds me of 2 years ago when I just met him. There were times when we go out for dates, and when he sends me home he used to tell me those things also. That was 2 years ago … after that, he stopped doing it, until tonight. It was so touching and sweet.

A lot of things happen around me this last few weeks of Year 2006. I remembered few weeks ago I prayed to God to show me some signs & guide me on where I should be heading. And guess what? God showed me way too many signs that I no longer know how to interpret it. I’m still left clueless.

It’s already 1am and I’m still chatting with my bestest buddy online. There’s no words to describe my bestest buddy, she and I both share the same mentality and we are so alike that we practically can read each other’s mind. The bad thing about it is, we both like to further confuse each other. It can be rather hazardous putting both of us together, but we really do not mean any real harm.