Moving Out and away

I guess, at some point of everybody's life ... everybody will have the dreams, the visions, the eagerness of moving out of their parents home and staying by themselves independently outside.

Who won't be tempted with the idea? After staying in your parents home for over 10, 20 years and having to obey the house rules.. Who won't like the idea of staying out, having total freedom. Doing whatever you wish, going out and coming home whenever you like...

I have to admit, there were times in my life, where I myself cannot wait to live away from my family, to live independly.. but when I really sit down and think of it, to put myself in my parents position, I feel guilty for having such thoughts.

I mean, our parents brought us up. They took care of us since young and thru our schooling days. And right after we start working and earning our own money, we just pack up, leave our parents behind and chase after what we call "freedom"? *ring* *ring*.. don't sound quite fair rite?

There's always no right or wrong in this world.. everything can be right, or wrong..depends on how you inteprete it. But to me, no matter how I see it.. your parents will always be your parents. Without them, you will be nobody. They are the one who brought us up into this world. Without their shelter, without their care and their love to keep us safe all this while.. who are we, and where will we be now? How long more can they be with us? How long more can we be with them? Also, as a chinese, and as a girl.. I know that there will come a day when I will marry my prince charming, and have to leave my parents home. So what's the rush of moving out?

Of cos, there are things which always annoys me at home.. like always having to ask permission, doing things and scared that my parents won't approve of it. But as I say.. anyhow also, there are still my parents and I guess I just have to bear with it and just hope for the best.

I don't know what made me start to blog about this topic... Guess I'm just having the blues and the thoughts of just 'moving out', so that i don't have to get my parents approval when I wanna go anywhere, like go outstation for hols, is really tempting me. But as I said.. I will always wanna respect my parents, and the only thing I can do now is to hope for the best. Hope my parents already know the fact that I'm old enuf to take care of myself, and hope tat the Goldfish-eye-Eeyore understands my position also.. Sigh..why am I born as a girl?